When did I feel everything that I felt
And it's only a squeal every time that I yell
It was all too surreal so I hurt myself
I don't gotta conceal I burn my insides out
I cannot see but Imma find my way
Avoiding my face cause my skin looks gray
Some things I don't mean I just try to convey
About the feeling or what I'm thinking, not what I'm saying
But I'm not portraying that shit is made up
I don't want no one worried about me
I see it the reason everyone keeps leaving
Can we chill out it'll all come back I know somehow
I could make it on my own no doubt
What's it worth if there's no one around